CHAPTER-9
Rajesh was selected in Delhi University
of Law and he was to go for Delhi for law educaion and degree.
Next day Rajesh told Ruma about his
success in passing out the prelim test for law education in Delhi. Ruma was
happy but soon she became sad as Rajesh was to go Delhi.
Any way Rajesh though very reluctantly
parted with Ruma, he did not want to go to Delhi but somehow got himself ready
to go and at last went to Delhi.
Before Rajesh left Ruma's house, she
wrote a short letter as,
“ You are in my blood
you are in my heart beat
you are in my life
you become me and I become you
Then
my absence will certainly hurt
you ”
Your Own
Ruma
and on another letter which she wrote on
the back of the letter as,
Love Comes on this
earth
When you said me
I love
you
( Though very
casually )
Your Own
Ruma
and handed over to Rajesh to keep it
always in his purse.
Rajesh kept it in his purse and with
heavy heart went out of Ruma's house.
Next day Rajesh left Ruma and went to
Delhi.
Though Rajesh was in Delhi physically
but his heart was where Ruma was.In fact Rajesh fell in love with Ruma.
The condition of Ruma was same. She
reamined engrossed in thought of Rajesh. She wrote a letter to Rajesh as,
My Everything
You know that I can never imagine life without you. When you are not
here, a thinking of loosing you looms large in my heart. I do not want to loose
you at any cost and I hope the same from you too. Don't forget your promise
that you'll remain with me always. Why did not you call me at least once since
then. I am in a very bad condition. Remember what happened to me when you did
not meet me for a week then how can you leave me for three long years. I am not
denying that I can not wait for you till three years, I mean to say only one
thing that three years are like three eras for me, how will I pass them without
you alone ?
I am like a stranger in my own house.
Heavy restrictions are imposed upon me. I want to ask only one question to
you, “ Is living in Delhi without me is
more important than my life ? You can take me out from my house
to Delhi, where you live now. Why did not you think of me and my mess in which
I am in without you ? Don't leave me in the middle of the way please. I can
wait for you till my last breath also but I am suffering a lot.
I want you and love you, I need you to
live. Please, don't be so indifferent to me. At least keep in touch, do at
least one call in a week.
You know I can think no body else except
you in my life. I will better die with your crimson on my forehead than to
bring any other man at your place in my life.
Please make quick decision as my breath
and my energy are completely lost. I can think of nothing without you. Please save me, take me out of
this frustration in which I am in. Save me, Rajesh. I will be happy with you in
any way you keep me but no, never without you. I am not forcing you to decide
or to give final decision, I just want you to take me soon from here or kill me
with your hands. It is better to die by your hands than to spend such a long
year without you.
My father and my mother will do nothing
as there are three more children in the house.
I am yours and I want to be yours
forever. You always said me that “ ask something ” ?
I am asking you my life. Decide soon
whatever you want. Remember one thing I want to live, not to die but I want to
live only with you and for you. There is no happiness without you in my life. I
will never deny to be yours. Just plan it all and we will declare after we will
be one.
My life is in your hands. Save me or
kill me. Reply me soon. Waiting for your reply, don't keep quiet.
Look in my heart and then write.
Remember words have meaning, each and
every word of this letter is my final decision.
Help me
Your Own
Ruma
to be continued.....
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